Stressed out, is my middle name.

These days, i can not for the life of me relax and take it easy.
Even if i look like im calm and collected, on the inside i am going mental.
I often find myself worrying about whether or not i can make my monthly car payment, how long i have to do an assignment, and then how long the assignment actually will take me, if i have enough money in my account to buy petrol on the day that i need it.... I'm just a big stress ball....On top of all of this in 2 and a bit months time, i am heading out on my very first primary school prac, and to say i am terrified is the understatement of the century.. I am so nervous, i won't like it, or i won't be a good teacher, so many different thoughts spinning and swirling through my brain, its crazy. See i stress out about things that are months away. I just need to learn to be more organised, use my time wisely, and try and stress less, being a uni student is like having a full time job, on top of my casual job which i need to pay for my car. I have been asking for more hours, but finding i cant take those hours on, because sometimes i just need a break, i can't win!
On a lighter, brighter and more wonderful note, the past 2 months has bought two very special gifts, 2 beautiful little angels, my new cousins. Maddison RoseWall, was born in March, and Minty Isabel Margaret Leeder was born yesterday!!! They are both gorgeous little things, and while i am yet to meet either of them, i am already in lobe with their little gutses!! I can't wait to meet the both of them.


Livin, Laughin, Lovin'
Courtney xo